Todays post is a bit late night and is a bit of a deep blog post. You know when you have a down day? Where all the little things really get to you? Today that was the kind of day I had. My partner is going away for two weeks for training for wotk and last time he went I missed him so much and I cried at least once a day for him as he is my world and because of him going away again I guess I feel a little lost. I tried to live life the "right" way by getting a career first but yet im still jobless and stick living at home. Im 20 in five weeks but I feel as if I am 19 going on 30, not to brag but im mature for my age and I guess I feel I have don't things the wrong way in life. It's a mid life crisis, its just a crappy day with no one who understands.
Sorry this post was a bit different and I know moat people won't have likes it but if it gets things off your chest then you always feel better afterwards
I'll be back with a normal post shortly.